At the end of this week's parsha , Moshe asks Hashem, “Why have you done evil to these people, why have you sent me? From the time I came to Pharaoh to speak in your name he has done evil to these people, but you did not rescue them.”
According to our Mefarshim the exchange is as follows: Moshe Rabbenu challanges, “You created me to do only good for the Jewish nation, why is bad coming as a result of my actions?”
Rashi then brings the Gemorah from Sanhedrin (111A), “Chaval that I lost my Chassidim and I cannot find them. When I told Avraham that his children will inherit Eretz Yisroel and then commanded him to bring Yitzchak as a sacrifice, he did not question me…”
Why did Moshe feel that he had a “right” to complain? Why did Hashem answer so harshly and give such a heavy punishment? Why did Hashem lament for the days of our Avos? Since Moshe was created to do good for the Jewish people his complaint was that Hashem should choose a different shaliach. “It's not my job, it goes against what I was created for. You sent me to do good but now the situation is worse, it's bad.”
Hashem replied that he longed for our Avos, who subjected themselves totally to Hashem's will. What was special about the Avos that was lacking in Moshe? The answer is that the Avos went against their human nature, as Rashi points out; Avraham was commanded to bring Yitzchak as a korban. For Avraham, the epitome of kindness, to sacrifice Yitzchak was against his merciful nature. This commandment also seemed to completely contradict Hashem's promise that Avraham's offspring would inherit Eretz Yisroel. Yet, he did what was asked of him without question. Our Avos broke their middos in service of Hashem. Even though they may not have understood why Hashem acted in ways that were void of chesed, they had no doubt that everything is for the good.
Moshe Rabbenu was given rebuke for saying that Hashem did something bad to the Jews. Although Moshe was created to do good, and he did good to the best of his ability, he could not perceive that such pain and suffering was actually for our good. We are limited and will only know at the end of time how everything that happened to us on a national level, and on a personal level, is for our good. As for me, I don't want to believe in a God that I understand.
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